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NEEDNEEDNEEDNEED.

Seriously.

Oh my freaking god, I am absolutely terrified to to drive today. Seriously.

Gary Oldman Movie night. Anyone down?

www.ditasdomain.com/sweets/lingerie.php

Interesting...and a bit creepy

I seriously dont know what I would do if something happened to you.

...And I'm exhausted. I'll try and post a more detailed entry tomorrow...

But for now I give you my nifty picture of the night

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I was stung by a bee about 20 mins ago. Last time I got stung it was on my ankle and I had a pretty nasty reaction, so my doctor told me that I was allergic to bees. I already have an eppi pen that I keep on me because of my seafood allergy.

As soon as I got stung I took Benadryl and began icing the sting. My arm has begin to swell slightly.


Its kinda funny because recently I've been having reoccuring dreams about trying to dial 911 and having them not pick up.


I am so paranoid right now.  I can not affiord a visit to the ER

I am still cute...



So is Lauren

I'm sitting in bed now, writing.

For those of you who don't know -or those of you who haven't figured it out- I've been having a tough time as of late. I've been battling with general feelings of depression. Its tough, because I want to be my usual goofball self. I just dont have the motivation. I've been sleeping alot. You know theres something wrong when I dont get out of bed till 11am. heh.

I think I've mostly figured it out. Locating the problem should help considerably. Knowing is half the battle, eh? I haven't really had to deal with feelings like this in years, but I can use my past experiences to remind myself that this too shall pass. My first reaction is to lock myself inside my house and never leave again.

So for the next little bit, if I make myself scarce, dont take offense to it. Its nothing personal. Be patient with me, while I chug through this.

Yeah, I am not feeling any better, not doing any better

I'm feeling a little better today, though I still had a hard time getting out of bed. I'm actually going to The Dawning tonight. This should be interesting, as I haven't been in over a year. Heh.

I can feel a nice little migraine in the works. It only 9:45am, its going to be a long day.

Well I was going to give myself a mohawk today.

And then Mike says "I thought you were trying to get a date."

And now I feel like shit.

Thanks for being Captian Asshole.

This last week has been a super busy one. Lauren and I are leaving for the lake tomorrow evening. We will be back Saturday morning. I swear to god I'm going skinny dipping! This is the closest to a vacation I've had in about a year. I really want to visit Chicago, but i just dont have the time or money. I guess I could make the time, if I had the money. Funny how that works.  I've been stressed about money, which always makes me depressed. Therefore I've been drinking more lately. Mission for next week? Find a second job.

We did trivia at Fellini's last night. Pretty nifty and well enjoyed. :)


Enjoying being single...not enjoying the lack of sex :(


Edit: Going to see Slayer and Manson next month. Also, that horror movie I was in is going to be an official selection at the Fright Night Film Fest in Louisville, KY next month. Super exciting...

But I failed.

Just say no to gaming

Gooood morning world! I am officially hung over!

Drank too much, but man....the door man tonight was SMOKING HOT!

Hmmm I need a new power cord for my laptop.

Where can I get one?

I HATE the human race.